I'm only blogging about this because it pissed me the FU@k off!!! You have no idea...
First off...what honestly comes to mind when some one says ""I LOVE WOMEN"FTB?"" The first part is obviously SELF explanatory, you don't need to be a rocket scientist to understand that. But now, what I'm trying to grasp and I'm obviously not able to is WHY IN THE WORLD would he write that as his head line on My Space? Maybe I'm acting like a psycho, but honestly? what was going on through his mind when he wrote that?!!? i would never write something like that!
I'm just confused that he was the time to write that, when in fact, he hasn't had time to write me a simple comment or message or anything that would show the siltiest interest to try to talk to me. We haven't seen each other for about a week! Maybe i don't need to be a rocket scientist to see what's going on here. Maybe I'm just scared of losing him...again for the 47920165946532 million time!
I'm the stupid one here...like always.
Why am i still wasting my time? everything is the SAME! tHINGS NEVER CHANGE...but here i am, stuck! Like always.
I just don't think i want it to end...Maybe i do....no i dunno what i want! I'm just confused. I definitely know he can do better! That's my insecurity, he CAN do better and he just wants to be free. He wants what he wants right?
Now...that's what's MY problem...i know what HE wants, but what do I want?
Do i have the right to keep my hold on him? Even if the choice is right smack in my face?
First off...what honestly comes to mind when some one says ""I LOVE WOMEN"FTB?"" The first part is obviously SELF explanatory, you don't need to be a rocket scientist to understand that. But now, what I'm trying to grasp and I'm obviously not able to is WHY IN THE WORLD would he write that as his head line on My Space? Maybe I'm acting like a psycho, but honestly? what was going on through his mind when he wrote that?!!? i would never write something like that!
I'm just confused that he was the time to write that, when in fact, he hasn't had time to write me a simple comment or message or anything that would show the siltiest interest to try to talk to me. We haven't seen each other for about a week! Maybe i don't need to be a rocket scientist to see what's going on here. Maybe I'm just scared of losing him...again for the 47920165946532 million time!
I'm the stupid one here...like always.
Why am i still wasting my time? everything is the SAME! tHINGS NEVER CHANGE...but here i am, stuck! Like always.
I just don't think i want it to end...Maybe i do....no i dunno what i want! I'm just confused. I definitely know he can do better! That's my insecurity, he CAN do better and he just wants to be free. He wants what he wants right?
Now...that's what's MY problem...i know what HE wants, but what do I want?
Do i have the right to keep my hold on him? Even if the choice is right smack in my face?
