Fighting against my better judgement to not do something utterly STUPID! I am disappointed in my self for letting my feelings get in between myself and my problems. Allowing others to brake me down! It's not fair! Mmmm but who do i have to blame except myself?
I wish i could throw everything on someone but i know there is no point in that. It is all on me this time.
So no I just hope i can do the RIGHT thing, and not let myself get carried always in this alllll over again. Once is enough, i don't want any more re runs of this episode!
I cant stand getting hurt over the same exact thing! Or the same person! I wish there was an easy way out of all of this!!! Things are more confusing the second time around.
