Have not blogged in a while! Been to busy with wedding, school, and "friends." I have been thinking a lot lately about growing up and that idea scares me. It is mothers day today, i wonder what my mother is thinking about...or what she is thinking. I always think that on this day. Mmm, well everyday! Besides that she is a very confusing women. I wish i knew her better and I could understand her more than i do now; i hardly know her now! I think that if i knew her better then i would actually feel sorry for her, and the fact that her marriage is ruined and that she usually never feels happy. Right now i feel like she put all these problems on herself. i shouldn not think that way.